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Then I’m just there behind them like,

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I have a friend. she’s the most gorgeous human being to ever walk this planet. seriously. Not only is she beautiful, but she’s incredibly intelligent as well. A lot of the things i know, were learned from her. Book smarts, street smarts, and art smart. I learned these things from her. she taught me how to play guitar, appreciate (although, not enjoy) romance novels, and how to see beauty in other people, instead of hating everyone. I love her. A while back, she got really sick. mentally. Self-harm, and bulimia destroyed the girl i once knew. After about two years, her mother had her committed. my best friend disappeared. granted, it was only three months… it felt like forever. I wasn’t allowed to speak with her while she was away. I could only hope to “god” she was alright. Today, I got a call… my Mella, was out of the hospital:) i spoke with her for not nearly enough time, and am pleased elated to hear that she’s happy again. she said she’s not cured… everyday is a struggle, but at least now she knows she has what it takes to survive, and live life the way she dreamed she could. I seriously love that girl. she’s amazing. and now, we can be how we were once before:))

Some kid: YOU… ARE NOT PUNK

me:…?

Some kid: YOU HAVE AN ACOUSTIC. AND BONNIE IS A SCENE KID.

me:…?

Some kid: I LISTEN TO SEX PISTOLS AND HAVE A DIY SHIRT

me: *laugh*

Some kid: IF YOU WERE PUNK, YOU’D GET ALL IN MY FACE OVER THIS, NOT LAUGH.

me:… i dont need to fight you over this. its stupid. and the fact that you want to prove you are “more punk” than me… speaks for itself.

Some kid’s friends: Damn bro…. just walk awy dude.

- oh and bonnie, is NOT a scene. lol

Sometimes i just sit down and think. what if anarchy is meaningless? i know it seems like ,”what the hell domo? you know anarchy is the only hope for the fucking future… don’t be such a dumbass”, but seriously. sometimes i fell like not being part of the system isnt going to get me or anyone else anywhere. like i have to play the game, that’s just how this life works. i’ve seen some true hardcore dudes, and not the ones who everyone thinks are hardcore, but really truly are, give up on anarchy. people who start going to college to be a fucking lawyer. or worse, a cop. If these kids, some who were really true to “chaos” can just write it off, then damn… maybe were all fucked. idk, i’m rambling.